I sometimes feel this when working with clients. It's the same desire to use that primal lifeforce to be of service to them. It has nothing to do with wanting to actually have sexual intimacy with them. I think this demonstrates your great capacity to be a healer, although I also understand (from experience) how it takes time to deprogram from our cultural ways of looking at sexual energy to view it in a more expanded way. Yael hit the nail right on the head.

Thank you for sharing this. No doubt at least some others will read this and think, "Oh, thank god, I thought that it was just me, and that something was wrong with me. Now I know that's not so."