Oh, I understand this so well. There are still times when I feel a bit out-there with what I publish on Medium, but most of the time I just feel free to be me and to talk about things that many people do want to talk about, but are shy around because of social programming. That being said, some people don't want to do that, and that's fine too but I've also experienced that thing where friends don't want to talk about what you're up to because it's too outside the norm for them. It's a bit disappointing even if I kind of understand it. At least we've got our sex-positive community here!