Sending you a big hug. I know how tough that can be. When I broke it off with my twin it felt like cutting off my own arm, and still, it had to be done. Fortunately for us, we found are way back to each other and are making it work, but it's taken more than 5 years of struggle to get to this point where things are somewhat easy. As part of their job they show you all the places where you need to heal, and vice versa. Combine that with the chemistry aspect and it can just be explosive.

And, as much as I want to physically be with my twin, I've realized that it isn't really a 3D relationship, it's a 5D connection, which is something you still have even if you are not in contact. I wish you all the best on your journey. It is not for the faint of heart.