That's just awesome! It feels to me a bit like what I used to get from going to the swinger's club. There was the part about getting to be your sexual (creative) self without it being assumed that was an invitation as well as a vacation from all the other things you named at the end - all the roles that are about tending to others and getting to be a full woman/individual in a way that is mostly curtailed for us all of our lives. May not be exactly the same for you, but I'll bet it's in that neighborhood. Let me know if you think so too.

I look forward to hearing more about your journey.