Wow! So, you're fine with an epidemic of male suicide and unhappiness as well as a culture of violence (there's some real misandry right there). In addition, you think you're going to magically escape any negative effects of masculine socialization in this society because you're "a winner" 🙄 even though most of that is so deeply embedded in your subconscious that you had to be told that stuff even existed.
I wish you luck, but that's some seriously delusion shit, my friend. You seemed like a reasonable guy to me, but this past exchange has completely blown that out of the water. SMH!